I’ve been “depressed” ever since I can remember…I am now 23 and I suppose I tried to kill myself for the first time a month ago. I say I suppose because I’m still not sure that thats what I was trying to achieve. I wanted to sleep, I took a lot of pills…couldnt sleep, didnt die. I’ve had the hardest month of my life and then I find out that a guy that less that two months ago was telling me he loved me, and one of my closest (or so I thought) friends have been dating behind my back for weeks. I found out […]