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ActingHuman

I am a performer. I have been all my life so when the time where I had to start thinking about what I wanted to do with my life, I chose acting. But my whole life I have struggled with my identity, and still do to this day. Something someone once said to me has been stuck in my head for a long time now; "It seems like you are always acting. You always say things that you think others want to hear. Stop pretending and just be yourself." ....But what does that mean?...Who am I?

Forever alone?

by ActingHuman 3/20/2013

written by ActingHuman

I was raped.

Only 11 years old.

I didn’t know what was happening. Nor had I ever gottenÂ purposelyÂ drunk or smoked pot before.

I thought that was what love was…

After that, I became sex crazed. By the end of high school I was known as the local slut that was passed around. Guess whats what happens when you let men fuck you and pass you on to their friends like a piece of meat. But I didn’t care. Why? Because I was punishing myself. I felt that I deserved to relive my rape because I wasn’t happy with myself. And why shouldn’t I be happy? I have an incredible […]

3/20/2013 12 comments