addicted

Is there any way to come out of it? or it is a never ending puzzle a human ability cannot solve?

How great people like Lincoln, Nietzsche, Schopenhauer are  able to come out of it even they are fully aware that human life is a shit

I believe other human beings are the only reason I am alive, they are also the reason I am suicidal.

Why sartre said ” hell is other people” ?

IMO, A human with suicidal is gifted, He deserves more credit than any others in this world if he survived

Is there any way I can come to this planet with full knowledge about it?

IMO, born as kid, schooling, college, marks is useless. It is all about learning something which is already existed.

Instead of wasting 20 years on that we can put small chip in brain which has all the knowledge about the world.

So that we can only concentrate on how to use that knowledge.

Question is how we can enable a human to born as grownup?

Not something like cloning, but shaping your 20 year old son in computer.

Yes. The question is who is the criminal?

World killed him or He ditched people who know him?

1. If I concluded human life is a shit, isn’t it because of others ( Accused should be people)

2. Why should other human beings suffer because of your death? ( Accused is me)

IMO, First one is more logical

Which is better?

Is quitting social life is like waiting for death?

Any one in here lived alone more than 2 years?

If I spend life in forest for 2 years and rejoin with crowd, will my perception about the world changes ?

Is there any common enemy for all humans? (another planet, aliens…)

Hitler formula: If you don’t have enemy create one, in order to make country together

If all humans work on single problem, IMO, all these individual  problems will fades away

“All humans must fight with common enemy not among each other”

“The tree that would grow to heaven must send its roots to hell”  ..nietzsche

Is he mean “Only way to get rid of sadness is stay out of happiness” ?

Any one here!! Who knows Arthur Schopenhauer

Parents often report statistically significantly lower levels of happiness, life satisfaction, marital satisfaction, and mental well-being compared with non-parents

Does parents feel they are the reason behind every kid suffering on this planet? If they din’t give birth there won’t be all this mess

isn’t it a cycle, parents suffer because of kids, kids suffer because parents gave em birth?

How to break?

My 90% of the time is in front of 13 inch screen.

I feel other body parts are useless, even brain which managing them.  Cuz some get numb(butt), some burn (eyes), some feel hungry(stomach)

Can I separate that core part of brain from this useless things and let it roam around this information world just browsing and thinking and writing in sp and reading nietzsche, camus, schopenhauer…

I want that guy who can do this shit for me!!!!

I don’t think these guys  ( http://2045.com/ , https://www.humanbrainproject.eu/ ) can do.

My consciousness says  “you don’t need to live with this stupid humans, go and die”

It also says ” If you die, you cannot enjoy the purpose you are dying for”

How I can have both death and “why I am dying for”

As Einstein said “If I don’t look at moon there won’t be any moon” same way If  I don’t experience peace there won’t be any peace

Is it possible to hold breath unto death?

I been trying for it, unfortunately my breath holding capacity gone to 2 minutes

I believe, person who can do that has incredible will power.

Based on this

if you hold breath for

30 sec= no suicidal

2 min= average suicidal

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until death=absolute suicidal

Some People  die for 2 min he is still absolute suicidal

To generalize this —->

age(A)+physical health(H)+ breath hold capacity(B) proportional to suicidal willingness (SW)

A and H, B are inversely proportional

A/B*H = k SW

:k is constant

Does anyone has suggestions for value of K?

Problem is no one on this world confirmed it?

Friedrich Nietzsche is god

Ayn Rand is goddess

Remaining all philosophers sucks including some of SP crowd

pain= what I want  –  what I have ( according to philosophers pain is difference of “what i want” and “what i have”)

What I have = negligible ( for me)

therefore

what I want=pain

I get lots of suffering when I live and I enjoy it

If you know your limit i.e. what you can achieve with your life, then you can enjoy it vicariously and quit it.

This is for people who planned to die very near future?

I am planning a meet for all of that kind. All you has to do prepare a presentation on ” my experiences on this planet earth”

It should address

1. Most important sentient beings you met

2. The books you read, your perception about it

3. The places you visited, your views on them

4. Will you suggest another species to live on this planet?

5. Out of 10, your rating for living on this planet?

Send me presentations, this conference would be first of its kind in human history.

**Volunteers can join hands with me

Isn’t it foolish if problems of life leading a suicide instead of existentialism, nihilism and absurd-ism ?

90% of sp’s people problems will not appear on

top 10% of problems faced by human on this planet (starve to death in Africa, road side beggar in india, homeless ppl arnd)

what i believe

“We are not suffering with problems but a human life we been attached with”

I am working on establishing my own tech startup.

I am looking for a co-founder. any one interested?

suicide vs starting a company

Suicide: Your friends remember for a week, parents for a year, all world forgets, there will be no you. Thousands of people are dying every day ( japan tsunami, Philippines cyclone, lots of terrorist attacks around the world….you will be after all one of human among them, not a big difference)

Start a company with me: A last try to prove what a human being can do. Since i am also suicidal i know how it takes to be one. Everything is setup, all you has […]

I will spend my remaining life(75 yrs) to create a computer program to upload human consciousness to hard disk.

It considers web cam as eyes and audio recording as ears and speaker as voice.

All you can do is browse internet, read all books of the world, write books, programs, design websites, create cool products

If any uploaded brain feel suicidal, what it has to do? other than visiting sp.

Live fast, Die young, Leave beautiful corpse on earth

How beautiful it would be if human life span is only 30 years

Is there any standard(a group of people) that decides number of years a human should live based on some criteria?

genius: 100+ yrs( may be worth it)
suicidal: 30yrs
Owners of a company: 40yrs
beggars: 20 yrs
Leaders: 40yrs
mad: 20 yrs……….etc

Got rejected by Stanford University, does my remaining life worth living?

Don’t I have a choice, instead of spending a precious human life on earth as a mediocre?

Without self convincing myself  ” not all great people are from Stanford University”