I hope soon one day I’ll be able to wear smaller clothing…be able to fit into my boyfriends clothing. Why does life make me look like a gigantic whale waddling around? Thick thighs, thick calves, big, long torso, muffin top, chubby cheeks…mirror mirror on the wall when will I be better for society to like me? I draw lines over my skin, with what I hope will be gone later. Oh lookie here, they stopped eating and now they look amazing. No more whole meals…feeding half of it to my dog…maybe a little bit more than half I guess. I want to look better than […]
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Is it bad, that I cry until I cut myself? Because then, it all stops. I calm down and I draw the blade against my skin for another cut. To due my respects, it actually feels really good and pleasing. That might sound a little psychotic but I actually really like feeling the pain withing my wrist. Is it just me or does anyone else feel this way?
I stopped believe there was a better way out of my situation after my last girlfriend broke up with me. After that, I didn’t feel like anything was important. So, I let everything slip…my grades, my average of […]
I’m only 16
I should be writing
Love Letters
Not suicide notes
I’m only 16
I should be drawing
With pencils
Not with razors
I’m only 16
I should be wanting
To go out with friends
Not wanting to be dead.