im 40 years old and ive had enough. its pretty strange for me but just recently ive been feeling more accepting to the idea of death. when i was younger i was scared to death of killing myself although ive always wanted to. now i feel hope in that my life may be coming end. im not broke, i have a good job and i have a good place to live. the problem is that life hasnt turned out the way it should have. ive worked hard all my life and ive been well rewarded and ive even had two fantastic kids. i think my […]