I feel so powerless against depression and loneliness,
tired out and hungry every morning when i wake up (couse im out of  appetite and not eating much).
Today  i cuted myself again (i was ok with it for almost half-year)
The only reason that i have, is that ive go to work at monday again – isnt that funny?
I have so much need for someone close as girlfriend (i never had one) but im too destroyed
i would like just have someone to hug and talk, i would need to study, excercise etc. but i cant.
thinking about overdosing … i feel so POWERLESS