Powerless

I feel so powerless against depression and loneliness,

tired out and hungry every morning when i wake up (couse im out of  appetite and not eating much).

Today  i cuted myself again (i was ok with it for almost half-year)

The only reason that i have, is that ive go to work at monday again – isnt that funny?

I have so much need for someone close as girlfriend (i never had one) but im too destroyed

i would like just have someone to hug and talk, i would need to study, excercise etc. but i cant.

thinking about overdosing … i feel so POWERLESS