I told my sister that I want to die before I’m 16 and she said I REALLY need to get therapy and maybe me being in a MENTAL INSTITUTION would actually HELP me. All my sister ever does is undermine my problems. And thinks I don’t really want to kill myself
What’s the point of living if you know you will die in the end? Living when you know in the end that you will die is like going to war and already knowing that you are going to lose. In life you face many challenges and I don’t see the point of trying so hard to overcome these challenges if in the end you will die without a doubt.
I hate it when people tell me it will get better. Even if it did get better I would die in the end. It doesn’t matter who I am or what kind of person I am. In the end EVERYONE will DIE. Whether they want to or not. I hate how inevitable and mysterious death is. No one really knows what happens after death. I wish the people I love wouldn’t have to get old and die. I don’t wanna be old  either so I’d rather die young. Now is the perfect time before my life gets complicated and full of pain
I don’t believe in love and I want to die before I turn 15 I see no point in life and I definitely don’t want to go to college and I hate high school.Love is an illusion, If you can love someone you can hate them too. My emotions are all messed up so I’d rather be alone and try to not fall in love with anyone.
I’m so depressed today ,I’m all alone.Everyone’s so pretty and happy.What the f*** am I? A f***in loser that can never stay happy for no longer than 5 minutes.Kill myself.It’s the only solution.People never help me and I can’t help myself anymore,I’m tired . No one actually needs me . If I were to kill myself sure some people would cry but No one has EVER made me feel wanted or loved.
Many weird and unexplainable things have happened to me in the last year.One time I was cutting myself and I heard something call my name.A couple of months ago I was home alone and my wii turned on by itself. Another time my sister was watching tv and the volume went up by itself. And yesterday I was about to do some laundry and the light turned off and on by itself and I heard the switch flip and when I’m home I have this strong feeling that something is watching me.
1)hang out with my sister(my older sister is awesome and fun to be around)
2)drawing/painting (painting distracts me from my problems)
3)watch movies/tv shows  (very entertaining)
4)listen to music  (makes me feel like I’m miles away)
5)Eat (especially cupcakes and brownies) 😉
6)and play video games. (I LOVE video games, especially super smash bros 🙂
Even though I like to do these things , I feel depressed everyday.The things I love to do only distracts me from my problems.I’ll always have problems no matter what I do. 🙁
I  feel like killing myself again, I feel so lost.Like I have no purpose and each day I live my life meaninglessly. I don’t know what to do with myself anymore , what can I do? I’m a failure,I have no future.Today I found out that I have a 24% in my Algebra 2 honors class(I’m  doing good in all my other classes).I’m so stressed out from going to that class the only work we got in that class are 6 online tests with 20-50 questions and I didn’t know anything.On top of that I don’t really feel comfortable around the teacher and don’t want to ask her […]
I’m so depressed today I’m all alone.I went to school and I didn’t have ANYONE to talk to.My ‘friend’ was too busy talking to her friends to even notice or remember me, so I just sat alone for 15 minutes till the bell rung. Everyone has someone to hang out with , someone who understands them.I feel left out.I can’t relate to anyone, it’s almost as if I see everyone as an enemy .No one really cares if I’m in pain, no one cares if they hurt my feelings.I’m such a boring person I only have 2 ‘friends’ and they barely hang out with me.It feels […]
I hate math. I failed the Algebra End Of Course exam 4 TIMES (I have to retake the exam later in the year). I also failed the Geometry End Of Course exam and almost got a level 1 which is REALLY bad(the highest you can get is a level 5 and the lowest is a level 1)Anyways now I’m in Algebra 2 honors and I feel like I’m already failing.Math is sooo confusing.No matter how hard I try I’ll never understand math.  I tried studying really hard , but I always fail.How can I go to college if I always fail math?
What’s so good about being black anyways , I wish I was indian or asian or even mexican.Anything other than being black is good.Almost everyone I know isn’t black so why do I have to be black. On top of that I’m ugly, oh great I get to be black and ugly for the rest of my life.
1) Are you depressed :
A)all the time
B)sometimes
C)never
2)Have you ever contemplated suicide?
A)once
B)several times
C)never
3)Have you ever tried to kill yourself?
A)1 time
B)2-4 times
C)never
4)What are your religious beliefs
A)Christian
B)Atheist
C)other religion(s)
D)not sure
5) What makes you happy?
A)sleep
B)music/food
C)friends/family
D) nothing/other things
6)Why do you feel unhappy?
A)Financial problems
B)physical problems
C)You are happy
D)Not sure/other
7)What is your age?
A)13-21
B)22-40
C)5 years old
D)41 or older
8)Do you have any children?
A)1-4
B)5-10
C)none
D)currently pregnant
9)Are You married?
A)married
B)Â divorced
C)engaged/in a relationship
D)single
10)How long have you’ve been single/in a relationship?
A)a couple of months
B)a year
C)years
D)as long as you can remember
:)Thank you for taking this short test 🙂
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what kind of people go to hell?
what kind of people go to heaven?
Is there a place in between heaven and hell?
You never know what’s gonna happen next
Most people don’t care about you
If you’re in a tough situation not that many people will help you
Many people care only about themselves
Sometimes the person you love doesn’t like you back
There’s a good chance someone will rob or kill you
If you are ‘ugly’, people may treat you differently
If you get cancer there’s a good chance you will die
If you don’t have a ‘job’ it’s hard to take care of yourself financially
If you’re gay people will discriminate against you
I finally realized TRUE happiness comes from trying to help OTHERS not just yourself.The more I try to help myself the more I fall but the more I help others the more I feel that I AM making a DIFFERENCE.
I think I should become christian.I don’t want to go to h*ll,and if I’m atheist then I’d run the risk of going to h*ll if God does exist.When I was christian I was happy but I lost my faith and started feeling alone again.So I think I should at least try to be christian before I think about killing myself.What do you think I should do?
I wonder if I told someone that I’m going to kill myself right now if anyone would even care or take me seriously…
Sometimes I feel so ‘worthless’…I care about myself to some extent but no one REALLY cares about me.People have their own problems to deal with , they don’t have time for me.The more I breath is the closer I come to dying .So what’s the point of living…No one ‘loves’ me either there isn’t anything ‘lovable’ about me.Even if there was I can’t think straight anymore no one has time to take care of me…
I understand people who are sadistic to some extent…Sometimes people hurt you so much that you sorta don’t care about other people’s pain or you are in pain and want others to feel pain too… Or sometimes people like to be the reason someone is in pain…I’m not sadistic but sometimes I think hatefully towards people who are more fortunate than me and I understand that a little hate can escalate into something much more serious…What I don’t understand is why someone would KILL a person they don’t even KNOW.On top of that they would run the risk of LIFE in prison…I wish there was a […]