my dads got cancer my mum moved away ages ago i have no family at all just me n my dad whos dieing the house is a shit hole. Im skinny n dont eat properly or sleep just would describe it as living just existing n i wana call it a day!! Christmas dosnt exsist for me or birthdays no cake no cards just wanna fall asleep n not wake up. If any1 is like minded add me on msn warehouse81@hotmail.co.uk just havent got the balls to do it on my own