To my girlfriend, laying only inches away from me right now.
All I need is for you to ask if I’m okay. Ask me how I’m going with everything. Ask. Just make an effort. You didn’t notice me crying and sobbing before? Or you just didn’t want to get involved? Just make an effort and it might stop me.
I know everyone will care once I’m gone, but I just need certain people to show me that they care now.
what a day. Humiliated at work and made to feel like a child, hours later I was basically told by the boss to find another job, then about an hour ago somebody nearly ran me over because they reversed without checking behind them and then decided to blame me for it. Definitely feel like I could drink myself into suicide tonight.
It seems like nearly every day I stop and think about my life and how much it really doesn’t mean to me and each time I think about it, it appears to have less worth to me than the previous time