Sometimes I just spend my night thinking how this family will function after I’m gone. Some nights I’ll cry hysterically because I know no one in this family will ever self reflect, see what they do to me, how they destroy me. Some nights I keep blaming myself for everything that happened, apologizing for not dying in the hospital after I was admitted with fever after 14-02-1994. Some nights I lose myself in every memory that was created and end up fainting, screaming in agony. Some nights I try my best to cut every flaw away, break my skin in the hope that my spirit […]
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akieautumn
akieautumn
I'm (Obviously) from RES. I joined Moshi in late June of 2008,and I'm getting sick of the fliter....so..yeah Role Plays I can be found on: Creature Insane Asylum (DERP) Sometimes A Clan Role Play Random things Horses Vampires Creature High Schools Action Romance THINGS I LIKE TO DO: Hm..I write Poetry,Songs, and Stories. I love to read,when I am not being forced to.. ABOUT ME: Name: Allison Age: You aint nevah gunna knowwwww.... Looks: Look at the profile picture,smart one xD Fave Food: Fried Matzah OR Matzoh Ball Soup Pet Peeves: If you use the words Lesbian,Gay, or the R-Word word around me in a non literal sense or discriminating,I might have to beat you to a pulp -_- Other: Hm...I have Endometriosis. If you want to know what it is,go look it up. It lands me in the hospital all the time with severe pain and or bleeding. Sometimes I just want to die because I don't see where this pain will end...But then I remember I couldn't do that to my twin sister,so I stay here. Yes,I am Lesbian. No,that doesn't mean I am not feminine. I don't think I am attractive in any way. The only thing I like about myself is my eyes...I like the color. Yes,I have siblings. Three brothers and a twin sister No,my twin and I are not identical. My oldest brother is older than me by about two years. I'm in my first year of college at Concordia University in Michigan. I'm not very smart. I'm not very pretty. I'm not the best person. But I'm me,and you will have to deal with it. If you want to know anything else,ask xD I don't like the color pink most of the time. I LOVE NEON! I listen to Screamo,Rock,Hard Rock,Metal,Classic Rock, Country,and sometimes Pop music. One other thing is I have epilepsy and Math LD