Can someone please give me some advice!
My boyfriend broke up with me after two years it would have been three on the 18 and it hurts like hell and two days later he got a new girlfriend he wasn’t cheating on me with her he just found some girl that liked him and they got together after he dumped me. The worst part is that i have to see them making out in the hallways and its just been two days after our brake up i still love him and this hurts so much seeing that. I have all my classes with them!! you […]
Suddenly i realized that it is not my nightmares i am afraid of, or the monster that hides inside me, nor the ghosts that hide in the corners or the darkness inside my mind.. i realize that what I’m actually afraid of is being alone.. “alone” that awful word to hear.
Im tired,I’m tired of everything my whole body is numb and my mind is almost gone I’m going to sleep, please don’t try to wake me up anymore because ill be gone by the time you get here and open the door to my room. So don’t waste your time.
I really want to let him go but i cannot it has been two miserable years filled with heart brake and tragedy. I love him yes i do with all my heart but he’s a monster that made me into a mentally insane person. Your probably wondering what the hell I’m talking about well heres my story.
He’s my boyfriend and well we have been together for two years now almost three I’m 17. at first things were nice and filled with butterflies and rainbows but then, but then i saw the monster that was hiding behind that gentle warm smile. You know i used […]
i am broken inside and out…….. i try to be happy but no matter how much i try i can’t seem to be happy i am always in pain and misery. i sit in the corner waiting for someone to save me and bring me to life …… to make me happy again and play with me …. but no one seems to want to play with a broken and used doll who has been torn and hurt so many times! so i just wait and wait and the days go by and no ones seems to want to help… no one seems to […]
every time i try to be happy it always ends up in a disaster
i have always been bullied all my life ever since i was a little girl. i am 15 now and i am still being Put down by others because i dress different and my way of thinking is different than others. i can’t seem to fit in ….. i mean i don’t want to fit in its great to be different but the insults and rumors …. and THE lies are what hurt me. all i ever wanted, was for my life to be different and… for me to be happy. […]
There are days when i want to just dissapear ….. my life doesn’t make any sense. ..it never did. ….sometimes i want to end my life once and for all ….. i would be much happier …. no one would miss me. i never had any friends everyone thinks I’m weird and crazy. i tried to die 5 times and i didn’t work …… but this time…… this time it will work!!!