I’ll make this short. I’m not much of an active person. Laziness is my game. Any motivation? No. I got caught with marijuana in my car. I’m on probation and have not quit smoking, it really helps me cope. I’m also an underage alcoholic. Helps me forget my responsibilities. Feeling more apathetic everyday. Losing everyone and thing I love to my alcoholism. I’m slacking on community service. So much so I probably already fucked myself and violated my probation. I don’t know yet. Been contemplating suicide since the beginning of my high-school years. I have graduated, but nothing pushes me to do anything further. I’m […]
