I wish i could die right now. The pain hurts my body so much. I cry and everyone sees but no one cares. My husband doesn’t care about anything except his own happiness. My mom always reminds me of how fucked up i am and how everyone else has it worse than i do.
I have been on meds for a long time now and they have plateaued. I just want this pain to stop.
My babies see me crying all the time and I think about them and if i was gone how it would be. but to […]
