Everyone would be happy if i were dea

I have never met you and probably never will, but I have never been more compelled to reach out to a total stranger before. You shouldn’t think in such a way; no one would be happy if you were dead. Its terrible to hear that your husband and mother don’t offer you support, but you can’t let their neglect get in the way of your own pursuit of happiness. If I were in your life I would gladly stand by you, and help you pick up the pieces. But you have to realize that only you can find happiness within yourself. No matter how bad things are they can always get better remember that, and as for your babies go, they are NOT better off without you. If I didn’t have my mother growing up I don’t know what I would have done; from what it sounds like your mother hasn’t been there to help you through the hard times, and this has affected you in a bad way. You see that is why your babies need you; they need your support so that they don’t have to feel alone in bad situations; which I’m sure is how you kinda feel now. I promise you things can get better, I know this because they did for me. Just please don’t give up now I know you can find happiness. I believe in you, I believe that you can find the strength within yourself to pull through.