I’m drunk
I took too many pills
I’ve been cutting myslef.
tonight seems like the night i shiould kill myself
goodbye,
Last night i tried to kill myself. I overdosed on my medications and i wish it killed me.
I’ve tried to stop cutting and burning myself as much and as bad as I used to but it makes it so much worse.
People have started to see my scars and fresh cuts when I’m in dance or at the gym and I never know what to do so I’m trying not to cut as much as I used to.
I’ve started to self medicate and drink all the time to make up for it though and it’s really fucking me up.
My family hates me and I have no friends. I’m not good enough for anyone. I haven’t had a real friend in two years. I lost all of my friends two years ago and I have no idea what the hell I did for them all to hate me. They just all stopped talking to me and now all the people I talk to are fake and talk shit about me but the only other choice I have is to be alone so I suck it up.
Two years ago my “best friend” wrote a note about me. She said that I was fat, had no […]