To those who are reading this, unlike many people , god has given me everything, it just that i have ruined everything. God gave me caring wife, adorable daughter, decent job, great future potential but………………….it is me who has been destroying my own life …………i have no one else to blame but my ownself. i have destroyed my future and the future of my kid. i have gambled away my life. i feel dead already. cant write more. i have been avoiding killing self many times, partly coz i have been too scared, partly coz of my kid. but i feel my death will be […]