Because I can’t call anyone, because I can’t share, because I can’t remember all the past, because I have no one, because I am at the end that’s why I am here. I wish the end would come but then I think of those who still need me and I hang on for one more day…
anapurna
Sometimes just to write – not to have worry about you knowing who I am helps. I don’t share my struggle…I have tried and not found understanding. Am i walking through a valley of death? I don’t think I am suicidal – but i am depresed and sometimes I just wish I would fall asleep and never wake up from it. i am not preaching to anyone I ant to make sure you know this for I do believe in God and yet I feel forsaken – I feel so alone. I just finished two history classes and the grade for both classes […]
I can’t write about it.
A problem has grown into a mountain.
I feel hurt and have no one I can share this feeling with.
Why am I here and what is my purpose in life?
I have failed and failed and failed agin.
How can I tell someone what I truly feel,
when the world around me has such a different picture of me.
Once I was called, I felt I made a difference
and now it looks so bleak
I feel abused – I feel used
My Lord, my God
I need you more than life itself
you are all I need – you […]