so here i am last night layin in bed thinkin as usual..cant ever clear my head..i started thinkin..maybe it was my fault..maybe i lost him because i didnt stop him when he was walking out of my drive way the last time we fought..now that i lost him i wish i would have stopped the fights we got into to as soon as they would start..i wish i would have been the bigger person and told him to knock it off when he would be pissy with me..i wish i would have took advantage of the time i had with him..the times he was over […]
I’m so done wit life..I cut way worse and way deeper than I ever have tonight..I can’t live life anymore I’m so done..
When i was 6 years old i lived in a small town with my father his wife my brother and sister..one cold august night we went on a trip to the fair to see the derby..my daddy had a little to drink not even enough to intoxicate him. considering he drank all the time..so a little bit of beer wasnt gunna phase him at all..well after the derby it was time to go home..my dad and step mom amy had brought friends with them so she was guna take them home and me and my brother rode with my daddy in his truck..(thank god my […]
okayy so..ive been dealing with this guy for over a year now..im in love with him but not sure how to get over him..heres the story..i was with him for about 9 months maybe a lil more n then we split up well with all my other boyfriends we break up and dont talk anymore..well me and this guy im hooked on talk all the time i see him everyday at school..we still screw around n shit even though he has a girl friend..how do i let go and move on..?..like i dont want to let him slip out of my life kuz i love […]