Why do i make my moms life harder? Â Everyone looks down on me and wishes i wasnt around. Maye i shoudnt be around. Maybe their lives would be better
Im a disgrace, and embarassment. My sistes embarrassed to call me her sister. My bother is ashamed of me. My mother is tired of me. Im tired of myself. I dont even know what to do anymore. No one listens to me. No one wants me.
After coming home from school, my ride dropped me off at my sisters smoothie shop. There my sister barely talked to me, and barely made any eye contact with me. I tried acting normal and trying to talk to her,but she wouldnt say anything.  I sat at one of the tables ani took out my books to do my homework. My sister said someing and i didnt hear her so i asked her to  repeat it. Then she started to say all this shit about me. She started saying things such as, youre a disgrace, im embarrassed to call you mysister, youre inresponsible,  and you […]