The one person i’ve ever felt remotely comfortable and able to speak to left me again, I don’t understand why, it’s been a month so far. I managed to work through some feelings and sent him a letter. He told me not to contact him and I wont anymore but I deserve better than how he left me. Maybe. Idk it doesn’t matter cus I did it, now i’m fully alone, he’s almost certainly not going to read it.
i’m never going to get the satisfaction of everything finally ‘clicking’ for him, for him to realise he’s fully capable of working things out with […]