Hello, its me Anya, im not sure whos caring bout this post but whatever. So my thoughts, they have goten better, i still think bout suicide but in a way a little less negative, talking on here really help, oh and a big thank you to KeepBreathing4Now for listning to me vent, atm i feel happy i havent felt like that in a long time im not sure if it will stay that way, im kinda scared to be happy because it dosent stay that way for very long. Ah its late, good night, see you another day, that is if my thoughts dont get […]
I am a fourteen year old girl, i can draw, paint, love friends, care for family, be happy with my boyfriend. Yet, i cant get thoughts of killing my self, it lurks in the back of my mind. My mother bashes me with words calling me “stupid dumb and a liar whos a disappointed and cant uphold family morals”. I lied to her, disappointed her. i got a FB and a boyfriend with out telling her, she hates me for that. I just wanted to fit in with my friends and be with the guy i like. A’s and B’s are never good enough, im […]