Again my brain is thinking of suicide…
Strange thing is, even though i dont like repetitive stuffs, my brain keep repeating ways to suicide.
Part of my brain still sane, another part thinking how worthless i am and thinking of ending this life.
Why…
i found this page not long ago and i want a place to share things that i am not able to tell even my family
i tried suicide for countless times before. i hate people. i always put on a mask to address everyone especially classmates or collegues that hated me. i often wondered why they hate me and i tried investigate once and found out they hated me for being cheerful to them eveb though they spit hurtful comments to every hardwork i poured to work or projects.
i also hated money. i hate how people use others for the sake of getting money. i am […]