So lastnight, i had a dream i hung myself, mabe its becuase ive made attemps already, and soon another, anyway.. i know thats how i will die, its just a matter of time, im thinking now what day i will try again.
And i cant wait 😉
So i left the man i really love to be with.an Hiv infected person… hes a great guy and im really just rebounding but i dont know, im still inlove with my ex, so my feelings are all fucked up..but i think i will give the hiv guy a chance, eventhough im hiv neg.
So yea, im horny am im going to have the time of my life b4 i go, i have my method already.. im juzt having tons of sex b4 i do it
I have to take my life, i need advice, the best way to go, I do not, will not live like thid any more, im 26 and ive had a very very good life, now i have nothing to live for, so i just wanna end my life, it helps to know theres others who feel the same.
I know ppl die everyday, I know how my life is, and i do not have to put up with this, Ive waited long enough as it is.. My body has a demon in it, this world is ending, really, anyway, i tryed to kill myself when i was 14 now 26, in the past two weeks ive tryed to hang myself with an extention cord and the door, oviously i failed, i almost blacked out the 2nd time, but i was struggling and its not that i dont want to die, cuz i really do and am soon, i just dont have the […]
I cant eat, i just sleep 24/7 i need to be in a coma
If i dont fal asleep, im problibly gonna make another attemp to die
I have had enough, gotta love sleeping pills and sleep cuz thats all i do
How many of you have went past your breaking point, lowest you can go in life, and what events are you going through to bring you to this website
I wish there was a button a can swith off and die, im 26, ive tryed when i was yound to kill myself, but charcol came into play insted, i wake up wish i was dead, i live wishing i was dead, thays no way to live, i really cant take much, i am skinny already, and havent eattin in four days, i look horrable, im taking 4 sleeping pills a night just to cope, i want out of this world so much, id rather be in hell then to live like this, i really would, im just done with life, and i want to […]
I am thinking of making another attmp. tonight,this time i will keep thinking of all the reasons im going to go out, hopefully that will push me harder.
Im sitting in my car on grinder (phone application) chillin smoking a ciggarett about to go clubbin, mabe some powder too… my advice, live to the fullest until u decide what ur gonna do 😉
http://www.youtube.com/watch?vj=6_5D4y6xoo&feature=youtube_gdata_player
I’ve had the best life before, everything i ever wanted, was so good, A loving man, New car, New condo, Great job and people who love me, But that changed so really my time is done here, I just waiting for the right moment and the right way to go, Damn this feels so good! Anyway, my ex could be coming back to my lofe, we we together 4 years, hes so amazing, but i live in Ga now and hes in FL. So anyway, my point is, yes weve all been through rough times, and sometimes is not worth going on living, but you […]
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