I”ve had the Good Life, Heres my story

I’ve had the best life before, everything i ever wanted, was so good, A loving man, New car, New condo, Great job and people who love me, But that changed so really my time is done here, I just waiting for the right moment and the right way to go, Damn this feels so good! Anyway, my ex could be coming back to my lofe, we we together 4 years, hes so amazing, but i live in Ga now and hes in FL. So anyway, my point is, yes weve all been through rough times, and sometimes is not worth going on living, but you have to try first, try at life, its like a big game, but after so many trys, its time for me to exit. that being said, I just dont have a good method, so im waiting and researching things, Back to my ex, hes an amazing person, always was and in the bed, wow, words cant describe, but i relize, i had him, i did, i had 4 years of happyness, people split and get back together everyday, anything is possable, me, i live for love, it keeps me on my feel, and i will find it again, infact i just fell inlove a few weeks ago, got hurt and rebounding, damn..aint life fun.. well until my moment im partying,and having a great time,enjoying the little time i will have left, so my advice is to get out there and have FUN, before your decision, live for the moment and take it day by day, I am gay and nothing will evet change thay, I lo e men, so just live free or die trying, as famous words..