Well passed over at work again and now i want to take the biget with me how sad i want to go but i dont want to leave my wife or scar my kids or stepson, i just want to bang my head against the wall or go drive away for days but i will have to come back to me! wish i was able to turn off my head and sleep i am so tired and just tired (big sye) boo hoo what a suck i say to myself and go ahead you piss weak man and then the upper cut is no one […]
Well i have had these thoughts as everyone else here and have been to all the doctors. Thay say take this pill or what was your childhood like or you must have been molested and are blocking it out.
Well i was allowed to play sport and feed and clothed, schooled in canada and dont recall being molested.
I just want to know why i think the only way out is to end it and my life is good really just the thinking is rotten.
I have a supportive wife 2 houses car fulltime job all the stuff anyone could want but still the thoughts come that im […]