If you believe in God, I want to know why. I’ve tried, hard. It all seems like lies and empty promises. I’ve done what was asked. I followed the rules. Nothing good ever happens. The love of my life just walked away after 2 years. I’ll never get over her. She’s not perfect but sure as hell was perfect for me. In every way. For 2 years, I prayed, cried, kicked and screamed. I begged God to find a way to put us together for forever. Ultimately she decided God didn’t want us to be together. What!?!? He never talked to me about it. Church […]
The love of my life has thrown me away. She said she loved me more than anything. She told me I was amazing. She said I don’t want to be with you. Why? Just because. Yeah , Yeah, we all have a story like that. I’ve been fighting depression for 30 years or so. Everyday convincing myself tomorrow will be better. One day it actually happened. I met the most amazing woman God ever created. Perfect in every way. She is so pretty, so smart, funny, creative, caring, and loving. For 6 weeks I finally knew what it felt like to be happy. It really […]