This has been a couple of hard weeks and months. I feel I need to get a confession out here. im 30 ish and single with some friends and a family. Problem is I have this horrible feeling of being fake. Fake. I think i stems from some sorta fear of being left alone. I just agree and go along with what everybody thinks. I lie habitualy just to seem more intresting. I abandon values on a whim. I have this constant fear of being caught in the act so i do some real acting out of my ordinary life. I think this behavior is […]