I’m not okay, I feel like I’m constantly drowning. Asking why to everything, why didn’t my dad love me? Am I not enough for him? V isn’t my dad but it still hurts. E doesn’t love me like he loves his daughter. Uncle T loves me but he didn’t love me enough to stay out of jail. J.M loved me then he died. I can’t figure out if I am a bad luck charm or if I’m just insignificant. Why can’t my mom and grandma be enough for me, why do I need a man’s love? Why can’t GOD be enough? HE created […]
Beasts of Belles life
Beasts of Belles life
I'm just as damaged as the next, but I decided to stay alive. No one else made that decision I did.
I don’t understand, why her? We had a good the night. And I guess I just have bad sight, because I thought we were forming something small. Your pride is so tall it makes me feel like I was talking to a wall. You stall when we talk, like the things I say aren’t important. Our fornication isn’t right either it all just makes me feel wrong. I am strong, stronger than you think. I’ve been through more hell than you know. And your more human than you like to show. I get it though trust me. I breathe in all of your […]
“How to stop our kids from being bullied or committing suicide” Hello you can’t, there no right way to stop someone from taking their life, and adults won’t ever understand because yes they were ounce kids but it’s different now. There’s a bunch of social media and the teachers have no boundaries. All you can do is ask you child what they need from you because you won’t know something unless you ask. We don’t want to hear that someone has it worse because that makes us feel worse for being human. Our emotions are all over the place and none of respect each other. […]