Not yet, probably, but it will be how I go away eventually.
I don’t connect with anyone in the way I’d want to. People drift in and out, but mostly out, and I always feel like they don’t genuinely like me. We don’t connect. Sometimes they find me funny, sometimes maybe even smart and charming, but mostly it seems as though they don’t care about me. They don’t care for me, and I’m scared to be around them.
I have dreams, and I’ve done some things to make them come true, but if it doesn’t pan out, and if it turns out that life isn’t going to […]