i cant do it anymore, no one around me knows how i feel inside, how shit i feel all the time, they pick on me for every smoke i have, but they dont know i cant stop, they try to get me to stay here, but i cant i have to leave, they dont know that im crying at night, or wearing long sleeves to cover my stupid dunken attention seeking release, im not sure how to be happy, or i ever have, i need help, but i dont know how to get it, i want to overdose, to be put in hospital, but i […]