I have to behave in accordance to everyone’s wishes
I’ve become a shattered person; unrecognizable…
Day by day goes by and I’ve learned to dissociate
All my dreams were just figments of my imagination
Yet I only cared because they said I did
I realize now I’ve been lied to
There wasn’t a point to them to begin with
So it must be true….this, even, is just my imagination anyway
So why feel anything…I’m not even here
I’ll just repeat like a pigeon pecking at the same levers
Yet even my pecking efforts will not matter
It will be yet another dream, a hallucination
So […]
I feel like I want to die because everything I do will just disappear.
I keep hallucinating I fixed my life and I was able to live a life I felt was perfect.
As an adult I keep trying to find my own life but it keeps ending up being a hallucination.
I’m in so much mental pain I just want to die…but I don’t know how to break through the system…my parents have threatened to get me recommitted to the mental institution.
I just wish someone else would understand the pain I’m in…yet no one else can, because I’m the only one who can see it. I feel […]