I just don’t understand why I’m like this, see i’ve been on this page for a while, i’ve read peoples stories. I just don’t understand why i’m like this, i let everything just pile up inside of me and it sucks, Â I don’t want to die but sometimes its just the only choice, I haven’t really honestly tried yet, but I honestly feel like I could someday if something bad enough were to happen it could go down, I don’t want other people to see me differently, but I am different. I’m socially awkward, I think negative of everything I do. everytime I lose a […]