I dont want to live anymore. So much has happened in my life, so many things most people never have to deal with. Its one reason why people can’t relate to me. I see these people everyday who have great lives, families who are taken from this world. Yet people like me, who are so miserable are forced to continue our existence. I cant even talk to my own husband. He left a couple weeks ago, and now he doesnt love me, or care. I dont know what happened. And I have no one else. I made my work, school and family my life. Then he […]
I’m 26. Bipolar, student, mom. When I was a teenager my father shot himself and survived(thankfully) in our home. Every since that day my life change forever. I wasn’t the happy girl anymore. I thought as I got older things would get better, but my husband recently left us. I was abused in just about every way, but I am beyond sad over this loss. I constantly think about death and suicide. I also feel like a horrible parent. I wanted nothing more than to have a happy family for my son, but our home life was a nightmare. But now I have no one […]