Right now I just really want to end it all…there’s nothing more to say, it’s just how I feel. I really wish that right now I could just get far far away from everyone and everything.
Feeling like a piece of shit, don’t feel like I’m worth anyone’s time. I feel like people only care if you’re popular or pretty or important. I guess I’m just being stupid but this is how I feel and I’m sick of it
Feeling lonely. I hate it. Sick of feeling isolated from everything.
I want to sleep for forever.
At the moment I’ve got my music blasting and I am doing art work im totally distracted From thinking about my troubles but I’m worried that as soon as I go to bed ill start thinking again or that ill have a anxiety attack again. I probably won’t be able to sleep tonight. Does anyone suffer from anxiety and if yes what is it personally like for you?
20 minutes ago I tried to get some sleep then all of a sudden I felt really worried I was that worried I felt sick then I felt really scared worried and empty all at the same time I thought I was going to pass out or something. I have never experienced anything like this. I won’t be able to sleep tonight I still feel a little scared.
Ok I’m going to just get straight into this because I’ve had all of this bottled in and I can’t find the will to tell anyone face to face which I need to learn to do. Anyway my dad has recently passed away because of cancer, it was horrible and terribly sad that in his last few months I got to see the good side of him then I had to just see him crumble away being in pain. I’ve had to say goodbye and go to his funeral. A mistake I made was when I was hurting I kept all the hurt inside I […]