life feel claustrophobic. i feel like i can’t change anything significant and even though i’m a nice person and i try to help people a lot especially at my work i feel like i’m constantly being put down by life itself. the other week for my bfs birthday we wanted to go to amsterdam, first holiday together, ended up getting cancelled 3 times and loosing £700 YAY! it’s just little and big things like this that happen constantly that just make me feel sick to my stomach that no matter what i do, how hard i try, how much effort i put in, i will […]
does anyone else have really vivid dreams? sometimes i get them mixed up with reality and it’s so weird because the people i meet in them feel like real friends, real people. it’s sad too, i feel like i’d be a lot better off just sleeping and dreaming forever . anyways i hope everyone’s doing alright although if you’re here that’s probably not the case.