fresh outta the psych ward. still feel as empty as ever. you’d think a 17 year old wouldnt be this misanthropic. every failed attempt just feels like im delaying the inevitable. im supposed to graduate high school this year but i honestly dont think i can make it, and even if i could, then what? i have no long term goals. id just be cruising on autopilot for the rest of my life and what kind of a life is that? i already feel like ive wasted my youth. at this point im just a ticking time bomb. rip?
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blanketcapebabe
i made this account a couple minutes ago because i found this site as i was researching otc sleeping pill overdoses. dont know why i made it. dont even think anyone will read this, which is fine by me. i want to die quickly and quietly and with as little fuss as possible. have had 2 attempts in the past, each ending up in hospitalization. i hate staying at the psych ward with a passion, which is why i want it to work this time. not even gonna try unless i know its gonna work 100% just because i hate the ward so […]