fresh outta the psych ward. still feel as empty as ever. you’d think a 17 year old wouldnt be this misanthropic. every failed attempt just feels like im delaying the inevitable. im supposed to graduate high school this year but i honestly dont think i can make it, and even if i could, then what? i have no long term goals. id just be cruising on autopilot for the rest of my life and what kind of a life is that? i already feel like ive wasted my youth. at this point im just a ticking time bomb. rip?
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Hey
Don’t give up yet . I felt the same and like I really wish you had someone to reach out to . Perhaps a trusted adult or if you have kik ( bloodymess45). We could talk on there . I’m eighteen this year and things indeed have been tough .
You should stop trying to overdose on pills. Its not going to kill you
I definitely feel you when you say ‘cruising on autopilot the rest of my life’. It makes me wonder if this sort of life is worthwhile. I’ve always kind of questions what I was doing, but I looked down on people that ‘took a break’ to go find out. But maybe it’s worth thinking a little hard about.
They made a movie about you https://youtu.be/cyFCpQK-j7U