This sums up how I am feeling more than anything else: “how do you pick up the threads of an old life? Â How do u go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back? Â There are some things time cannot mend. Â Some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold.”-Frodo Baggins.
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bloomingtonjeff
i hate this instinct to survive. Â My intellectual self wants to die, my emotional self wants to die. Â Why do I continue? Â Why? Â I know I would be better off dead. Â How wonderful that peace must be. Â I go to sleep at nite thinking please give me a good dream and don’t let me wake again
7 yrs ago I took a drug called Cipro and it caused toxic damage to my muscles and nerves. Â I’m in horrible pain every nite. Â My hands hurt as I type this. Â It is so hard to hang on. Â I don’t want to leave my family and friends…..life is pain.