Im getting ready to leave this earth, I have bought a rope today, every item i get is a step closer. Im so anxious about it that i can feel my heart beating fast. Getting butterflies in my stomach. I have robitussin, 2 weeks worth of meds, anti depression, and mood stabilizers. And also a bottle of benydril. Hopefully i wont vomit all of my meds. I have an appointment on Tuesday at 1:30pm do i have to do it no later then Tuesday. Hopefully I’ll have a better life in the afterlife.
