Im getting ready to leave this earth, I have bought a rope today, every item i get is a step closer. Im so anxious about it that i can feel my heart beating fast. Getting butterflies in my stomach. I have robitussin, 2 weeks worth of meds, anti depression, and mood stabilizers. And also a bottle of benydril. Hopefully i wont vomit all of my meds. I have an appointment on Tuesday at 1:30pm do i have to do it no later then Tuesday. Hopefully I’ll have a better life in the afterlife.
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your plan wont work. pack some crayons along with your toothbrush and pjs cuz ur gonna end up taking a vaca in the mental wing of the hospital.
try something else like yoga laugh therapy or a fidget spinner or self help videos.
why tuesday
I have been hospitalized 5 times in the past uear, each averaging 3 weeks. Trust me on this. Ill do it. I dont want to i have to. Its either life in prison or death, i rather be death.
I have an appointment to see a therapist and psychologist
not doubting u will try but u wont die
why not just tell the therapist the truth an see if there are better options
do you like spending weeks in the hospital?
Check the medication’s side effects first… my first attempt mistake was taking a bunch of norco which has a tendency to make you throw up.
This is why i bought the rope, dying by overdose is rare. Suicide by hanging
alcohol may help in this case, since it’s often called “liquid courage” and it has a numbing effect if you drink enough. thing is, if you drink so much, you may end up changing your mind, or being too intoxicated to carry through. still, we aren’t allowed to discuss methods on here, so there’s a good chance this thread will also be taken down. but i hope that you choose to stay instead, though, i understand wanting to leave. this world is no place to thrive, that’s for sure.