Last night i prepared myself to die but it went wrong. Do not waste your time with lithopone. I followed the instructions perfectly in a small sealed box room.I laid down waiting and waiting for 6 hours, there was the smell of rotten eggs and my eyes started to sting and i coughed a little, but that was it. No knock out….nothing. I was so happy getting everything ready and today i’m a failure again. I used 2225 g of lithopone and 10 bottles of 75ml hcl. I stirred the stuff for hours waiting and waiting. Really need to find another method of catching the […]
My wife, lover, soulmate and carer walked out on me 6 months ago. I have tried suicide 4 times and been sectioned twice, just got out on thursday after drinking 1 1/2 litres of morphine and other tablets. I was revived three times in intensive care and still i want to die.
I have no job, my children wont talk to me, my youngest left my home last week and i live in physical pain daily. I am treat by everyone around me in my village with contempt, they all think i,m a nutter for trying to kill myself repeatedly. I have been home 4 days […]