So… I’m on four medications.
Celexa, Seroquel, Topomax and Tradozone.
Those are for depression, anxiety, psychosis, and migraines/mood stabilizer.
(Psychosis is having hallucinations/voices but not being able to establish them from reality, or not. Or so I’m told by my psychiatrist.)
Today, I feel my meds aren’t working. At all.
I feel depressed, suicidal, I’m seeing spiders, the man I usually see, and bloody needles everywhere, etc.
I also have urges to cut, drink, smoke, etc…
I…
My mother wants to send me back to the hospital.
But to residential. That’s “long-term”. I’d stay […]