4 years later since writing my first post on here, and am still feeling the same way. Nothing has changed. I still feel worthless, depressed, unappreciated for all the hard work that i do at my job and just in general. I feel like no one cares about me, and whats the point of being here anymore? Why even bother? It is one of the worst feelings in the world to feel worthless, like people could care less about what happens to you until its too late. This was just a quick update and vent.
Just some thoughts…. It makes me feel sad how I’m always there for someone else in there time of need , but when I need someone no one is ever there for me. It also frustrates me how I always ask my friends every single day how they are doing and making sure they are OK and most of my friends don’t even ask me if I’m OK. Even when I tell them I’m sad or upset or depressed, they don’t even acknowledge the fact that I am upset and could just use a friend. I’m tired of being there for others when no one […]
I’m not sure how much longer I can stay strong
Just another one of those days were I want to bullet through my head….
So I have a friend who is in all honors classes and she acts all preppy and nice and innocent but when she gets around me she acts her true self (cursing, talking shit, laughing, making jokes you know the normal stuff us teens do). So we were in school in the hallway and she cursed and one of her teachers walked by , so she ran around the corner hiding to make surehe didnt know it was her. As she was running she told me not to say her name outloud because she didnt want her teacher knowing it was her who cursed and […]
Hi my name is brittany and im 17 years old. Â I’ve always been teased since the 4 grade up until now. People always made fun of me because I am fat and I never understood why people would say so many mean hurtful things to me, I was always nice to people. I would always help people and give people candy , and compliment those who were mean to me. When I was in the 6th grade I wanted to commit suicide because of the constant teasingof being called fat. It was like I could never get a break from being tease , and up […]