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I Look to You

by broken-inside-out 3/21/2015

written by broken-inside-out

This song really shows me how important you mean to me. You trust me with everything and maybe that’s the reason I am pushing you away. I care to much about you to let you be stuck in my screwed up life. I don’t think words describe how thankful I am that you have come into my life. This past weeks been hell, but everyday I looked for you and knew you’d always be there for me. You are the reason I am still here this year. I’ve wanted to end it many times but because of you I didn’t. You broke my walls down […]

3/21/2015 0 comment

Confused

by broken-inside-out 3/21/2015

written by broken-inside-out

I think I might be gay, but than I think no I am not. I like guys. I really do, my friends would say I am obsessed, but in the back on my mind when I talk to her everything is more clear. I get nervous and every chance I get I talk to her. I’ve been thinking about my feelings for a long time, but maybe its just because I haven’t had a boyfriend in a really long time. I don’t really know what to think or do about this. My mom has asked me if I was a lesbian in the past and […]

3/21/2015 0 comment

Drowning

by broken-inside-out 3/11/2015

written by broken-inside-out

I feel stupid. Maybe this whole being intelligent thing isn’t for me. Everyone in my family is smart, so that means there is a chance I am just stupid right? Maybe if parents understood how depressed I feel than they wouldn’t say these things to me, like “don’t you understand college will be 10x harder, or why are you taking those classes you’re never going to do well in them”. I think the real problem is I carry more on my shoulders than they think, so they should just back of. If they weren’t so on top of me, and making me feel like sh*t […]

3/11/2015 3 comments