This song really shows me how important you mean to me. You trust me with everything and maybe that’s the reason I am pushing you away. I care to much about you to let you be stuck in my screwed up life. I don’t think words describe how thankful I am that you have come into my life. This past weeks been hell, but everyday I looked for you and knew you’d always be there for me. You are the reason I am still here this year. I’ve wanted to end it many times but because of you I didn’t. You broke my walls down so quickly its unimaginable to think anybody could do that. I do look to you for advice and I look to you when I need to be calmed down, knowing that you’ll always be there for me. I don’t know how much longer I can do this though. I am starting to break even more and I don’t know if this time its fixable. I want you to be able to fix it but I don’t want to put that weight on your shoulders with everything else you have going on. Please don’t cry if anything ever happened to me because your smile lights up the world and to see you sad would break my heart.