I feel so alone. Everyday I go through the motions. I have no purpose in life. No meaning. Â Â I just want to be with my wife but she is so far away. She isn’t like me. She’s not alone. She’s happy. Much stronger than I am. I treat her like a queen. I do all that I can but it isn’t enough. I just want her attention. Her love. Why did I choose this life? I am so lost and alone. My wife is deploying so I will be even more distant from her. I don’t want to die but what else can I […]