My date is coming up. It’s in May. I haven’t really decided on a method yet but I know I don’t want anyone from my family to find me. I just know how the rest of my life plays out now and it doesn’t seem important to go through the day to day living. I’ll most likely die at work in my 50’s from a heart attack or stroke. My kids will be in college so my wife will have to struggle with the money because my life insurance is only good until I am 50. I figure if I eat a bullet now they […]
I have set the date for when I am going to kill myself. It may happen before then but I have to draw a line in the sand somewhere. Â I’m just so sad all the time and I think about killing myself every day. I don’t want to live like this for the next 20-40 years. Â From the outside my life looks great. I have a job where I make good money. I have a wife and kids. If you look close though it all seems meaningless. M job causes me so much stress that I’m exhausted most of the time. My wife won’t have […]