Your here with me every night but yet I feel so alone. Like I’m the only one in our relationship…
Do you care?
Why are you still here?
I know your cheating…
love kills people and I’m next!
i have nothing so why am i alive?
today is the day i pour my heart out to a man..
i know he does not love me.. and possibly might even hate me..
but for me to go on with my life i have to tell him.
i have had thoughts about just killing myself in front of him to get some type of emotion from him but i know it wont work..
he is heartless, and after today i will be too…
in 30 minutes my whole world will once again come crashing down and i’ll want to kills myself once again! seeing him just wants me to rip my heart out and give it to him… i feel like he already broke it so he might as well take it with him,, maybe ill just be in a horrible accident on the way to work and ill never have to face him again..
Why does this shit happened to me?
I cant get no answers?
I feel like shit?
I gave my all to someone, and for what to be hurt and now i want to kill myself?