I am so tired of feeling alone. Â Days like this just makes me wonder why am I here. Â I don’t understand what my point in life is suppose to be right now. Â My friends say that my prince charmin will come when I least expect it but I am so tired of waiting. Â I am not just lonely because I am single I feel like I can’t talk with anyone. Â All my friends are so busy with their life that if I bring up how I feel I don’t think anyone would care. Â My parents never ask me how I am doing or my brother. […]
One day I will get my happy ever after, but I am so tired of waiting for it to come. Â I wanna take everything in to my own hands and have the life that I know I deserve but of coarse I can’t and I wanna know why can’t I have it. Â I dated a guy for 10 years, I mean seriously you would think he would be my happy ever after but wrong. Â He decided that being a crackhead was more important and I just couldn’t do it anymore I was physically and mentally drained. Â 1 week after we break up he has a […]
Over a year ago I lost my sister to suicide and I still don’t get why she did it. She did not leave a note and I don’t remember there being any sign of her wanting to kill herself. It was not the first time she had attempted to kill herself, in fact it was the 3rd time. The kicker of it all though is that each time she attempted I was the one who found her.
They always say that God doesn’t give you more than you can handle but I don’t want to handle this, I’d rather have her here […]